Another Lonely Mother's Day

I want to go back to drinking and smoking. This healthy "lifestyle" isn't getting me a baby either. At least with a cig, I can calm my nerves a bit. 

After the shitty day yesterday, I'm now followed by another equally shitty day...Mother's Day. Of where I have to listen to customers tell me, "Happy Mother's Day" when I can't seem to be a mother. Wish I could tell them to fuck off and fuck Mother's Day. Way to throw it in my face some more people that I'm still childless!!! 

Maybe next year (yeah right) I can participate. HA! FML. :(