It's due Saturday at the latest, but my period has been so off there's no telling when it will come. Since when am I irregular? My body just hates my guts. It will probably come Sat or be late, and fuck with my mind once again. I feel like I'm never going to get pregnant.
Only have a total of 3 pregnant friends on my FB, plan to keep it that way. There's one about to pop and the other doesn't update every day about kicking, or her cravings so I'm thankful for that. The other, I feel bad for because she was like me desperately wanting to get pregnant then it finally happened but he has CDH, he could either live or die.
I want to be pregnant so bad..maybe us moving out this weekend and passing our 1 year anniversary will bring new beginnings, hopefully positive life altering changes.
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